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Musician's Profile Name: Raymond Date Of Birth: 10Feburary === === === === === === School: Diploma Graduate Course Of Study: Diploma In IT. CCA: - === === === === === === *if you don't like my blog... click here ^^ Musician's Wish - World Peace Forever - No Natural Disasters - Be Best In Everything - More Real Friends - Healthy Family and Friends - Six Pacs, Fit Body ^^ Musician's Loves/Hates Loves - Love To Study - Love To Make Friends - Love Friendly People - Love People Who Knows How To Appreciate People's Kindness - Love To Have A Fit Body - Love Erhu And Certain Musics - Love Many More... Hates - Hate Slackers In Everything - Hate People Who Drag Me Down - Hate People With Motive By Treating You Nice - Hate Extremly People Who Don't Know How To Appreciate People's Kindness - Hate People Who Talk Without Brain - Hate Mean People - Hate People Who Don't Save Face For Others - Hate People Who Think Highly - Hate ... Musician's MusicPlayer Musician's Talk http://cbox.ws/ Musician's Archives Music Lovers ALEX AMELIA ANGIE ANNA AUDREY BERNICE CHUJUN CLEMENT CYNTHIA DAMIEN DANIEL DEREK DONNA ECHOMUSIC EMILY ESTHER-IT0608 ESTHER-ECHOMUSIC FIONA FRENZOF7 GENEVIENE GUOQIANG HONGYI HUIMIN HUISHAN ISAAC JAKE JAMES JASMINE JASON JIAWEN JOLYN JOYCE KELVIN LISHAN LIYI LIYONG MAIZATUL MELISSA MINHUI-VOCAL TEACHER MINHUI MONIKA PEGGY QUANLIN SHAKILA SHUXIAN SOKWAH TOBIAS VIVIAN WINNIE XINGER XINXIAN XINXIAN 2 XUEQI YANJUN YAPBEN YATI YIJIA Musician's Credits Designed by Raymond Chua `` - bluezcold ^^- Completion Date: 30March2008 You're Number:
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Monday, May 4, 2009
Ever so special, yet so troublesome... Again, pardon my Chinese usuage.. Just felt that typing chinese best expressed what I wanted to say... 像我这种几乎大概有四年没有爱的男生应该没有什么资格谈起爱的大道理吧。但也不知道为了什么就对爱这种东西产生了好多感想。。。 自从上了理工学院，学业方面我都把它看得很重，在那三年里面我都一直把学业放第一，目的就是考出好成绩给爸妈看。还有就是想为自己创造一个好的未来，根本就没有谈恋爱的打算。 除了读书方面，也参加了一些课外活动，比如华乐，歌唱班也在外面打工赚点外快来补贴还我歌唱班和二胡单独课。有了这些课外活动根本就更加没时间说什么谈恋爱了吧，从拜一到拜天活动都排得满满的。 听到我的一些朋友对我数说他们不好的恋爱经历，不只是一位而是很多位，我对爱情这种东西便感到没信心并且也有点陌生了。我心想单身不就很好吗？根本就没有必要心烦这心烦那的，生活也并且会更加轻松愉快。 但是如果要老实说的话，偶尔看见一对恋人在街上打情骂俏的时候便会感到所谓叫做的空虚？ 说实在的我也不是没有人要啦。哈哈。。。是应为我没那种想下定决心勇敢去爱的决心 (Don't have the WILL POWER to commit to a relationship) 所以才放弃这些被付出去的爱。It's because I really treat a relationship seriously, I don't want to "try out" a relationship which I have no feelings for. I feel like cheating on the relationship and can't make myself commit to such a kind of relationship because I feel like cheating on the relation. 我知道这是没有好结果的， 因为从一开始就不应该开始啊。。。 爱这种东西对我来说是一种会让人感到兴奋，期待，甜蜜和幻想但也会带给人仇恨，烦恼，痛苦和在夸张一点那就是世界末日。 After typing out this post, till now I am not even sure if i am a step closer to Love or a step further from Love. Love... 爱。。。 Love's ever bought us such special feelings. However, why must it be an obstruction to life some times? |
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