A Musician's Pride

i can't take it anymore!

Oh my.. why do he always just sees things in your own way? i am so irritated... Always said till as if like he is taking care of others, pi arh!!! in fact its so easy to see through him.. he always wants things his way was actually just for his own benefits.. OMG! why am i stuck to this kinda person... i can't take it anymore...

so many people had in fact complaint or even shown to him about his fault, but this phrase, "a leopard never change its spots" really implies onto him!!!

shyty things just kept on happening, i wonder why so many people round him can actually stands him.. he's really irritating!! People was like telling stories and he was there like many silly noises to distract, if he himself dun believe in that story then just keep quite and listen lah!!!...

save me pls! i miss my group members!.. despite sometimes they can be irritable, but they are still bearable and fun!

Yes i have to say that i am happy with my new two brothers now, we really sort of behaves like brothers.. and i am fortunate to get to know them well, however, sometimes just can't know why the darker brother just can't get my point right and fight with me over some simple stuff.. hmmmm... maybe we loves fighting.. but thats still bearable!!!

I got to continue some more, the "he" just can't seems to see things eye to eye with the three of us.. and why is this so?.. i really hate it, always think that he himself is correct.... i just received a sms from him, he wants a meeting at 12pm tml, and i was like Omg, i have erhu music lesson tml at 630pm, and i really need that morning to practise my erhu, else i go lesson without practising is like wasting my money and time.. So i sms him back reasoning with him, saying our lesson starts at 2pm and ends at 3 tml.. so can we meet from 3pm to 530pm tml? and guess what he replied, he says he scare cannot complete the stuffs given 3pm to 530pm (2hr 30mins).. then i replied, from 12 to 2 is 2hour and 3 to 530pm is 2hr plus... so the timing is still the same, still 2 hours of meeting.. then in the end he replied he wanna get things done early... WTF!!! what does he meant by early??!!! complete at 2pm and complete at 530pm got how big difference??!!!!!

actually its so easy to see through him, he just wants to go home early at 3pm tml.. so he dun wanna stay back tml.. and because of this reason as compared to my reason, he took things in his own stand, and so he declare to meet at 12pm.. and indeed he really won, he had made me can't prac my music in the morning as i need to prepare for school and tests tml and he really had waste my money and time.. it seems i may also be thinking for myself, however, if the weightage is his reason compared to my reason, and also tml got one more member got CCA meeting at night so he got to stay till 630pm for that meeting to starts, and one more member not quite sure but he is understanding those kind, total we got four members.. so if now two members got things on at night, and one is okok de with staying cause he always stays till very late at school and that one more is because he wants to go home early, and because of him, what are the rest going to do between 3pm till 630pm?? why can't he think for others.. F him... i am really pissed off.....

For my fellow friends here and readers here, if you happens to read this and know this F person, please try NOT TO MAKE KNOWN to him about my blog here.. because i dun wanna affect our group meeting. i am posting my feeling here because this is my blog, i have the rights to speak my mind!!!

WT... i am really pissed......!!!!!

The only limit to our realization of tomorrow will be our doubts of today. ``5/28/2008 09:03:00 PM