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Monday, October 29, 2007
Passion? or just Jobs Given? I had received an email from my chairman of nyp chinese Orchestra, she was telling me to prepare details about the camp which will be held at coming december to my teacher in charge by this week. Given such a short and sudden notice, i actually requested the deadline to be drag longer, as i am very busy with my projects now. I thought i would start to plan during mid november, as it is a bit too early to do so now. But it was so sudden, and i don't even know what updates my teacher in charge wants by the way. Now this camp to me, is not a passion or an excitement to plan, it was somehow like a job or task given. I will have to plan for the sake of it, is it worth doing so? Even i plan out a camp for it is a task given, what value will this camp hold? Here it is not i don't want to plan a camp, i should say i don't have the mind and energy to do so. My mind are projects and tests now, how on earth will i get the feeling to plan a camp. December for this camp, and now is just October. Given this post, Welfare of chinese orchestra, is a passion a burden or just a job allocated? Somehow, Chinese orchestra is my passion, i enjoy playing chinese music and loves erhu. However, having a post, not feeling like a part of CO, sometimes being outcasted by string sectional members, just made me feel so tired and "passionless". If ever someone don't feel good and a part of it, will he try to go back again? I asked myself, chinese music my passion? erhu my passion? Welfare, a task allocated? a job given? a burden? all turns out to become nothing? through years of playing music and so much hard-earned money and effort spent in learning erhu, what have i gained? Passion? Happiness? or just burden and outcasted all the way... |
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